My Heart Wants You

My mind keeps wondering
Your on my mind most of the time

Here I am and there you are
Ever wonder if we can be more than friends?
All I want is to be with you
Really amazing is what you are
To be with you is what I seek

Wonder what would be if there was a you and me
All it takes to make me smile is you smiling back at me
Never can get you off my mind the sight of you fills my heart with joy
To have you would make my world
Such good friends but will we ever be more?

You make me happy all the time
Our conversations are always so fun
Understanding every word you say all I want is to be with you

Haikus =)

Cross-country I hate
It is the worst sport ever
It can burn and die

My life my passion
Nothing can take you away
Basketball is me

All the tears, the pain
You want to give up at times
Its all apart of sports

Why all the drama
All the bullshit why cant we
All just get along

Why is the sky blue
What is our purpose here
Is there life after death

Why did you hurt me
Why did you lead me on
My heart is broken now

Stormy, raining this
weather I love cant it
be like this all the time

Drunk frat boys is all
You see,Fresno State football
Games are so crazy

Black and tan with brown
Eyes, big ass paws, scary
Ass looking dog, shes all mine

Dark and gloomy the
Night is still, nothing but
Silence, creepy but cool

Wind, the smell of rain
Winter time is what I seek
Winter time I love

I wish you were here
I wish I could call you dad
Your nothing to me

Fell For It Once Again

I fell for all the bullshit again. Im so stupid for actually believing you this time. You told me all these things and all you did was lead me on once again. I have these feelings for you and I wish I didnt. I  wish that they would just disapear and all go away. I dont know how I let myself believe all the shit you told me. How did I not learn from the last time. I guess its becasue Ive liked you for so long and my feelings for you just wont go away. You led me on, told me you see us together but all of a sudden you ignore me. You dont respond back to my texts, you act different around me now, its like you said these things just to say it. Out of all people I didnt think you would be the one to do this to me. Your the one guy that I thought would never lead a girl on. You tell me you like me and you see us together but all of it was a damn lie. You out of all people I thought would never do this to me but you did. You hurt me once again and I was just that stupid girl that fell for it all. I want to forget you but I cant. You keep poping into my mind. I have these feelings that I wish I didnt have. They just wont go away. You lied to me, you led me on, you told me all these things and now I wish you never did. Why did I believe all of it? You hurt me, you led me on, you told me all this bullshit, why the fuck did I believe you!