Had a pretty good day today. Went to skool and almost died in 2nd per frm my damn allergies! Practice went pretty good had an easy run then iced. Hurt pretty bad but was worth it cuz now i feel so much better! Then to end the day i finnaly went back to the gym after i dont knoe how many months! It felt good to go back there i missed the damn steam room! Helps me relax and sleep better. Wat a great day. =D

I almost thought I lost you as a friend. I almost thought I lost you for good. In the end it all worked out. Im happy with him and still friends with you. Im happy that me and you can still be friends because I didnt want to lose someone thats important to me. You've become one of my bestfriends and the last thing I wanted was to lose you but im glad to knoe that thats not going to happen. I guess you have to go through some stuggles that can be the worst in order for it all to work out and the worst is finally over. Everything happens for a reason and it may be hard to get through it all but in the end it was all worth it. =))

San Francisco

So im supper dupper excited for this weekend. Sunday im going to San Fran for an art field trip to go visit some museums. The best part is after we going to go walk around and actually spend time in San Fran. The only thing thats gunna suck is its gunna be a little hard to go back since i havent been there ever since everything that happend with my uncle. So many memories there that i have that are good and bad. Good is all the memories i have with my uncle from the time that he was doing good and getting the surgery he needed to get rid of the cancer. Then theres the ones where things went wrong to getting that phone call saying he went into cardiac arrest from a silent heart attack that happend sometime b4 the actuall surgery happend. I remember those days as if it was yesterday. That long night to thinking you werent gunna make it to the doctors saying you were getting better and expected you to make a full recovery. Thats when i finnaly felt safe enough  to leave the hospetal and come back to manteca. That was the one thing i regret was leaving wen i should have stayed. That next day was wen i found out you had passed away. It tore me to pieces to knoe i didnt get to say my finnal goodbye. I didnt get to tell you for the last time that i love you and you are the best uncle anyone could ask for. I miss you so much and its getting harder to get through this month and knowing its getting closer to the time it all started. I knoe that wen April 20th getts here that day is gunna be the hardest day for me jus cause i knoe that was the day it all started. The time has gone by so fast and now its almost been a year that you've been gone. I miss you everyday but i knoe your safe and in a better place. I love you and will never forget you, you are always with me in my heart.