Why is it that lately ive been getting sick. I was just sick not to long ago and now i am again. the last two nights ive had a fever, body aches, and head aches. my throat is killing me and i have no energy to do anything wat so ever. all i want to do is sleep, sleep, sleep! i usually never get sick and now its like the sickness is hitting me all at once. when will it just go away already cuz im sick and damn tired off it!

Had a pretty good day today. Went to skool and almost died in 2nd per frm my damn allergies! Practice went pretty good had an easy run then iced. Hurt pretty bad but was worth it cuz now i feel so much better! Then to end the day i finnaly went back to the gym after i dont knoe how many months! It felt good to go back there i missed the damn steam room! Helps me relax and sleep better. Wat a great day. =D

I almost thought I lost you as a friend. I almost thought I lost you for good. In the end it all worked out. Im happy with him and still friends with you. Im happy that me and you can still be friends because I didnt want to lose someone thats important to me. You've become one of my bestfriends and the last thing I wanted was to lose you but im glad to knoe that thats not going to happen. I guess you have to go through some stuggles that can be the worst in order for it all to work out and the worst is finally over. Everything happens for a reason and it may be hard to get through it all but in the end it was all worth it. =))

San Francisco

So im supper dupper excited for this weekend. Sunday im going to San Fran for an art field trip to go visit some museums. The best part is after we going to go walk around and actually spend time in San Fran. The only thing thats gunna suck is its gunna be a little hard to go back since i havent been there ever since everything that happend with my uncle. So many memories there that i have that are good and bad. Good is all the memories i have with my uncle from the time that he was doing good and getting the surgery he needed to get rid of the cancer. Then theres the ones where things went wrong to getting that phone call saying he went into cardiac arrest from a silent heart attack that happend sometime b4 the actuall surgery happend. I remember those days as if it was yesterday. That long night to thinking you werent gunna make it to the doctors saying you were getting better and expected you to make a full recovery. Thats when i finnaly felt safe enough  to leave the hospetal and come back to manteca. That was the one thing i regret was leaving wen i should have stayed. That next day was wen i found out you had passed away. It tore me to pieces to knoe i didnt get to say my finnal goodbye. I didnt get to tell you for the last time that i love you and you are the best uncle anyone could ask for. I miss you so much and its getting harder to get through this month and knowing its getting closer to the time it all started. I knoe that wen April 20th getts here that day is gunna be the hardest day for me jus cause i knoe that was the day it all started. The time has gone by so fast and now its almost been a year that you've been gone. I miss you everyday but i knoe your safe and in a better place. I love you and will never forget you, you are always with me in my heart.

Was confused for so long I jus didnt knoe who to choose but then I finnaly decided. I went with my heart and my heart chose you. I knoe I made the right decision and im glad I chose you. You are one of the sweetest guys I have ever met and you are one of a kind. You always knoe how to put a smile on my face. You make me happy and thats all I could ever as for. Your all mine and im all yours. I knoe you will never hurt me and I will never hurt you. You are everything I could ever ask for.

Good Day! =D

Today turned out to be a really good day. I did good in disc and shot ended up getting second for both. Towards the end of the meet i ended up having to run the 800 metter instead of the 2 mile. I ended up doing really good and took second for running the 800 for the first time ever in a track meet. Ahh and finnally had a great time with my amazing second family the girls basketball team at our award banquet tonight. I ended up gettin coaches award which i was not expecting at all!! =D I love my second family so much!! Im gunna miss being with u guys next year.

So today at track practice I found out that the new girl from throwing doesnt like me. I barley met the chick on monday and I dont knoe what the fuck I did for her to hate me. Jus because it was my first day back and I did better than you and threw further than  you dont meen u got to hate on me. But its what ever u can hate me all you want. All I knoe is that you better not start shit cuz if u do its gunna be all bad for you.

the goal has been accomplished. not only have we made it to play offs but we made it passed the first round and now tomarrow is the second round. its going to be a tuff game and very intense. we play christian brothers and we match up very well with them. our new goal is to make it to arco for sections. if we win the next two games we are there and will be playing for a section title. i want this so bad and i hope and believe we will get there. our main word BELIEVE! LETS GO!!

man puppies can be a handful. max is crazy and wen him and nala are together oh boy its even worse! max just doesnt seem to knoe to go to the bathroom on his training pad at all. instead he decides to come into the kitchen or living room and think that thats the perfect place to use the bathroom. this dog just doesnt learn at all and he wonders why hes always in trouble. i swear taking care of him is jus like takin care of my nephew or niece. he makes me mad sometimes but you knoe what i still love him and hes apart of the family. he helps out a lot tho with nala cuz ever since we got him nala has calmed down so much! got to love those two crazy ass dogs!=D

Ive been so tired these last couple of weeks. I seriouly need like 24 hours of sleep aand ill be good. Got a big game tomarro against weston ranch. We are both tired for 1st place so tomarros game will set the tone of the rest of the season. We need to win this game! LETS GO BUFFS!! GOTTA BELIEVE!!! WE RULE BRAKERS!!!! HAHAHA

Today played oakdale and we smashed on them hella bad. Now we got eu Thursday and I can't wait for that game. I wanna win so had! Today eu lost to Sonora 46-40 and eu the ones callin us the pretenders like wat the fuck! I jus wanna smash on them! LETS GO!!!!!