San Francisco

So im supper dupper excited for this weekend. Sunday im going to San Fran for an art field trip to go visit some museums. The best part is after we going to go walk around and actually spend time in San Fran. The only thing thats gunna suck is its gunna be a little hard to go back since i havent been there ever since everything that happend with my uncle. So many memories there that i have that are good and bad. Good is all the memories i have with my uncle from the time that he was doing good and getting the surgery he needed to get rid of the cancer. Then theres the ones where things went wrong to getting that phone call saying he went into cardiac arrest from a silent heart attack that happend sometime b4 the actuall surgery happend. I remember those days as if it was yesterday. That long night to thinking you werent gunna make it to the doctors saying you were getting better and expected you to make a full recovery. Thats when i finnaly felt safe enough  to leave the hospetal and come back to manteca. That was the one thing i regret was leaving wen i should have stayed. That next day was wen i found out you had passed away. It tore me to pieces to knoe i didnt get to say my finnal goodbye. I didnt get to tell you for the last time that i love you and you are the best uncle anyone could ask for. I miss you so much and its getting harder to get through this month and knowing its getting closer to the time it all started. I knoe that wen April 20th getts here that day is gunna be the hardest day for me jus cause i knoe that was the day it all started. The time has gone by so fast and now its almost been a year that you've been gone. I miss you everyday but i knoe your safe and in a better place. I love you and will never forget you, you are always with me in my heart.