Im tired of being tired all the time. I wish I could jus have a break from everything. A break from skool and sports. I just want a day to myself. I just want a day to relax and not worry about anything at all. I want to stop being stressed all time and jus enjoy life for once. I miss the days where everything was perfect. I miss those days where I was happy all the time instead of being sad most of the time. I miss the old me ... will I ever get her back?
unfortunately, this is the part of growing up that sucks. we were so in a rush to get here, and now look at us. we are always tired, stressed, upset, busy, and wanting other shit because of the amount of responsability we have put on us-- it sucks, but in the long run, it will pay. i'm still excited to grow up more; to be married, have kids, nice cars, nice house, a carreer, pets, all my own nice house materials, clothes, food, and my own life. but since we aren't little anymore, we will always have birdens.
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