I Dont Know What To Do About You

I dont know what to do. Ever since I started to txt you again those feelings have started to come back. I dont know if I want to get pulled back into all that. Should I take the risk? I mean really I have nothing to lose here. Everytime we talk I get these butterflys in my stomach and I get this huge smile on my face. I know you can make me happy. I want things to work out this time but im not sure if they will because with you there always seems to be another girl. Last time we liked eachother but there was that other girl. I would ask if you saw things working out with us and you said yea in time. That time took to long I waisted so much time waitng for you to make up your mind. I waisted so much time waiting for you to make a decision between someone who was so far away than someone who was right in front of you. You had finnaly made up your mind that you just wanted to be friends with her but by then it was already to late. I had moved on by then and found someone else. Then we broke up and you poped back into the picture again. I dont know mayb this time will work since your not talking to anyone and neither am I. You say you see us together and I want that to happen but I dont know if I can wait around again. When we didnt talk for the longest time I still had those feelings toward you, they never went away. Im confused about it all. Everytime I talk to you those feelings just keep coming back more and more. I have no idea what to do. I want to be with you and you say you see us together but will that really happen? Should I take the risk and see what happens? I still havent made up my mind. =/