So Confused, I Don't Know What To Do Anymore

I don't know what to do. Your on my mind all the time, I just can't seem to get you out of my head. I wanna be with you, keep being your girlfriend, but I don't know much longer I can keep going like this. Not seeing you anymore like I use to, I can't even talk to you right now cuz you don't have a phone at the moment. It's been like this for a while and I just don't know what to do anymore. Do I stay with you? Do I break up with you? What the fuck do I do? Im tired of being sad all the time, I cant even be my normal self beacuse all I think about is you. I couldn't even have fun at the football game cause the whole time you kept popping up in my head. A friend came up to me asking what was wrong. I told her what was going on, shes never seen me like this before. Talking about you made everything worse. I sat there at the game trying to enjoy it and have fun with my friends but all I could do was think about you. I wasn't my normal self, I felt like crying right then and there. My friend asked me if I wanted to leave cause she was bored of watching the game. When I told her yea she looked at me and could tell something was wrong. I hate that at all I can think bout is you right now, Thinking whether or not I should end it with you. As much as I don't want to I feel like I have to, I feel like I have to in order to feel like my normal self again. I still havn't made up my mind. I just so fucking confused about it all. Your an amazing guy and you make me happy but now that I never see you im always sad and emotional. I feel like crying, I don't know what to do about you. Everyone that Ive asked says I should end it with you. They say im not myself anymore, I know im not myslef, im sad all the time, always bumbed. I don't want to be like this anymore. Maybe it is the best thing for me, for me to just let you go cause I can't take this any longer. I don't even know how im going to do it since I can't even talk to you at the moment. I don't want to end it but I have to, I don't want to lose you but it might just be for the best. It's all so frustraiting, what do I do?